I was so pissed last time that's why I'm here facing my pc again but I am not in the chatroom, I'd like to put my resentment thru blogging. Many questions came in to my mind the time I almost cried out loud co'z of too much pain and disappointment like why bitter men blame women when the relationship was broken? Why should he utter painful words just to satisfy the feeling of winning in the argument! Why is he insisting that I was the one to have ruined the good things between us or I was the one who immediately searched for a  replacement? Why in the world that there are some people who don't wanna listen to explanations and minds are closed for elaboration? He's an educated man but seems not. 

It's very disappointing because it's as if as we didn't enjoy each others company or we didn't felt love with one anoher. I felt disrespected co'z I was the one who always works out for our relationship and it's very easy for him to say things that can hurt my feelings. We can't turn back the time or take back every hurtful words we said co'z when you said it or press the enter button, you have to mean what you say and mean what you have just said.

Thanks for that co'z you made me very mad at you because I have realized that you and I were not really meant to be, I thought you're kind and trustful and you don't know how to hurt women's feelings. Now I understand that it is your fault why women don't last with you. Just accept that yes you're not young anymore but you are still an immatured person, you don't know how to take care of a person who loves you and cares for you. I don't care what you have to say, just stay away from me and envy to death, ha ha ha! Bow!