2010-03-27

19:55:46

"The Mystery of Love"

by:"shy-girl"

There are times in life that no matter how impossible the situation is, you keep trying in searching for reasons to make it acceptable and just. In the end you'll find yourself exhausted and failure. Chooses in life sometimes put us in a dilemma. No chances of escaping and has nothing to do but face the undesired reality. It breaks heart into pieces and makes life so miserable. Then we dare to dream that somewhere across the road comes an angel with a shining armor destined to fix our being and be whole again. How can we be assured that after surviving all those unsourmountable challenges happiness comes along. As what everybody commented life is unfair. This reason gives us things to ponder, why one has to suffer difficulties in living and loving?

Will these miseries turn to a rainbow with hope that after all heartbreaking nightmare arrives an overflowing joy? One can still say I am happy yet deep down is a bleeding heart. It is easy to anticipate within just to let someone be set free to find happiness in others arm. Giving them a wonderful exit from ourselves though its stupid and painful. Keep on saying, to worry you not and follow your heart yet honestly what you wanted to say is please stay and don't ever leave me.

Is it love that makes life unfair? When this question arrived, I never seek for an answer. I know it already that this makes love a mystery. Along our journey we accidentally met people we never dream, never imagine, and never expect. Someone that come surprisingly and will hold your heart for a longer time yet limitedly. As you learn to love in the same way, they then turn to be diffirent. You just then have to keep catching the breathing for not having a chance of expressing the deepest emotion being developed much more when you know that the feeling is mutual but has to deny for certain countless reasons.

Love makes life worth living. Yes, it sounds vague to some for such challenges they encountered in loving and meeting someone. Hoping to be loved in return and find happiness in them but situation won't permit. The ardous part of it is when we finally found the one, the source of joy and satisfaction yet in the long run would hurt you so badly for not given a chance of loving and having them. I couldn't think for reason why people should cross their paths in a wrong time. Destined they may be, but it seems too late. Someone owns them already. Fortitious it sense, but many experienced it as victims of love. Though how conscious you are for knocking the captive heart you choose to remain closing your eyes and get blinded just to follow the beating hoping for doors to open even chances are getting darker and harder. How to say then you dearly love someone whom at the very start you know s/he can never be yours? You might be the one s/he longs to be too, but there is somebody to be sacrificed and its a big crazy decision one could ever made.

It's enough already that time finds its way for the two hearts to meet by chance, exchange love and make a hidden love a reality for just a shorter minute. We must move back to the real world that we could not be forever but friends. What matter is that you loved and is being loved.

I believed that love has its own way and own reason for us. It may sounds not favorable but I know this would make ourselves stronger though we fall many times. We are not loser anyway, for fortunate we are that ones in our life we feel the mystery of love.

Does it make sense to you???

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